Sunday, November 21, 2010

Some Fun Pix

 Kayla right before family Christmas photo
 MaeMae before Christmas pics
 Sisters:0)
 His handsome Christmas pic attire
 Jaxxon's first snow
 Our house
 View of our street

 Musket's first snow
 Now thats an igloo haha
 View from balcony
 There were actually 4 racoons in our yard the other night
 Perfect chaos
 My love
 Lake Arrowhead 2010
 He loves the outdoors hehe
 Maemae in the flower garden up in Arrowhead
 Kayla is getting so grown up
 Ebbers and Jax
 Lake Arrowhead
foggy

All these pix were taken over the last 2-3 days, went from beautiful sunshine to dumping snow! Its so gorgeous though I can't complain a bit, rain, snow or shine.....mountain weather is unbeatable!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Health update

I am not convinced of the Schwarzbien plan for my particular body type any longer. The scale didn't budge until I started doing the shred DVDs for the last 3 days and even then I only budged 1 lb and honestly I have never felt worse in my life energy-wise. I feel like a walking zombie with such low carbs. I had one cheat day and I was feeling terrible until that day, the last 2 days again I feel like death. I made it one whole week and 1 day on this plan and I am so irritable, dizzy shaky, etc despite writing down everything I ate the other day and realizing I was getting almost 2200 calories a day(another reason I probably only lost 1 pound all week) and I typically don't take in that many calories and feel much more vibrant. I am calling it quits on this plan and I will take up body for life as of today and report back next week. Basically I won't be counting calories just the same as this past week but I will be eating lower fat and 6 mini meals a day with 1 protein and 1 carb per meal and veggies with 2 of those mini meals. I will keep up with the shred DVDs every other day as there is no way to walk outdoors anymore since snow season has begun and the weather is frigid hitting low to mid 30s midday with no sunshine. So, those are the tweaks I am taking in the health regime this week.

Stats from last week and today:
Height: 5'5"     Same today


Weight: 133 lbs Todays: 132

Waist: 30.5"      Today: 29.5" I thank the SHRED for this inch gone!! woohoo

Hips: 38.75"      Today: 38.7"
Bust: 36.5"         Today: 37" (gained .5" probably milk is full lol)

Arm: 10.5"         Today: 10.5"

Thigh: 22"           Today: 22"

WHR: Waist(30.5) divided by Hips(38.75) = 0.787096774  TODAYS: 0.762273902
Waist to Height Ratio is ideally less than .50, but most beautiful at 39.5 for women, Mine is: 46.9 bleh
TODAYS: 0.453846154
Amazing how much 1 in off my waist changed those ratios!! YAY me, small progress, but progress nonetheless

Sample day on body for life eating plan:

I will be adding coffee back in, I LOVE coffee and some things in life are worth splurging for, especially as cold as it is here!
Breakfast: Slimfast shake, high protein kind
Snack: fruit and string cheese
Lunch: grilled chicken sandwich with veggies on it and use a whole wheat thin bun
Snack: hummus and crackers
Dinner: salmon, sweet potato and asparagus
Snack: cottage cheese and activia yogurt(these are so yummy together)

I like this plan better as it allows more carbs and even if I wanted to eat something unhealthy, no biggie just make sure it has a protein and carb ie a slice of pizza with a salad for lunch, just make sure the pizza has some sort of meat and cheese on it. It allows more flexibility and is a great way of life as I was on this plan for about a yr after MaddiMae's birth. It seemed to work for me and keep my weight and body composition nice along with constant flow of energy all day not feeling all drained and icky.

11/21 Update: I lost another pound and another .25 inches off my waist! I feel better and my energy is returning on this eating plan.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Heres to Health

       I hate to say I am trying to lose a bunch of weight because I am not, so I hesitate to even put this in the "weight loss" section of my blog, however, it most closely relates AND if thats my body's "ideal" than I will be happy to lose a few pounds. I am pre-diabetic or insulin resistant and I am noticing since the birth of Jaxxon who is now 1 month old, that, although I am under pre pregnancy weight by a small amount, I am having issues with belly fat which I have never had much trouble with. I started looking around online about insulin resistance and belly fat and found a few books and websites that I started reading up. I went straight to Amazon and bought the books and have already finished one and am working on another 2 about weight loss, belly fat and insulin resistance. What I have found through all my reading is that our bellies are our insulin meters(of course you can get it confirmed through a simple blood test or find out on accident like I did) and if we tend to carry weight around the middle(I never used to), it is almost sure that we have some amount of insulin resistance. Of course, insulin resistance can make weight loss difficult and can cause a whole host of other issues which can lead to PCOS(have this mildly and need progesterone to stay pregnant because of it as my ovaries are so cystic they don't produce enough progesterone on their own). It can also cause many other hormone imbalances beyond this. Now I blogged a while back about overexersicing and how I was stopping that. I have also learned that doing that can help push you into insulin resistance and I have to wonder if I didnt end up this way from so much overexercise over the years. Also, I learned that the low fat epidemic closely relates with the rise in diabetes. As they removed more and more fat from foods and we were all taught to follow low fat diets, many Americans became and are becoming diabetic and overweight. Obesity and diabetes is sort of a chicken/egg theory because being a tad overweight can cause insulin resistance but also just eating a higher carb diet where you have sugar ups and downs all day can lead to insulin resistance and once you have that, you have a recipe for fat storage and then with fat, you become more insulin resistant and then you end up a full blown diabetic which in turn makes it very difficult to lose weight and reverse the diabetes because insulin is the hormone that causes fat storage. Funny enough, in my reading, I am finding that fat is the ONLY type of food that does NOT cause an insulin spike when we eat it and therefore cannot make you fat because insulin opens the fat cells. Fat is not typically stored as fat either because of the way our bodies process food. Sugar/carbs are stored most readily as fat because they also cause the highest spike in insulin and blood sugar which opens up fat cells and they grab on and get bigger.

       This whole process is like a downhill spiral as once you get diagnosed with diabetes they will give you the ADA diet and you will get even sicker as it is a pretty high carb plan which only leads your body into yo yo sugar levels all day. Carbs, especially with low fat and moderate or low protein will cause sugar levels to go up and down like a bouncing ball which causes higher insulin, more resistance and the need for more drugs to help the diabetes. The book I just finished is by Dr. Schwarzbien and she recommends a very interesting approach to insulin resistance. She says to eat 3 meals and 2 snacks a day, each meal contains about 15g of healthy carbs only, a portion of fat(i.e butter, sour cream, etc), a portion of meat and a veggie. The snacks are 7 g or so of carbs with protein. A handful of nuts or a string cheese with an apple, stuff like that. Basically the lower carbs and higher fat and protein help slow the carbohydrate digestion and fuel your body in a way that it can rebuild lean muscle as you do light strength training and walking for work outs. With more lean muscle, your body can start eating up its own fat stores. As your metabolism starts on this cycle, insulin stabilizes and belly fat melts off and your body will become the correct shape and composition. Weight shouldnt be the matter here but if you are overweight, you should slowly see your body go back to its ideal size regardless of calories in this "diet".

        Dr. Schwarbien started her career working as an endocrinologist for diabetics and figured all this out by accident as she watched patients who followed the "ada diet" perfectly and getting sicker and then other patients who "cheated" and ate higher fat/protein were loosing weight and getting off diabetes meds and slowly she perfected this plan of eating which ended up working on all her patients. She extended all her knowledge to everyday people and helps people with a variety of issues and this diet has helped  a lot of people with an array of health issues or just ones who needed to drop some weight and she has written several books. I am fascinated by her findings and her stories in the book I read thus far and I am willing to give it a try for healths sake. I do NOT want to become full blown diabetic like my grandma and dad.  Here's a sample of the diet, my day one. I will try to post stats, a day of meals and how well I am sticking to it once a week.

Thus far I am on day one:

Breakfast: Spinach and blue cheese omelet(1 egg) cooked in real butter and a tangerine

Snack: 23 almonds unsalted

Lunch: Cheesy chicken salad with olive oil and vinegar for dressing, 5 baby carrots and an apple

Snack: String cheese and an orange

Dinner: Brat with sauer kraut, 1/2 a whole wheat bun, sauteed veggies(olive oil and kosher salt)

Because I nurse, I will add a snack at bedtime as well or I will starve to death so I will have some cottage cheese(carb and protein in one

Of course 8-10 glasses of water and NO caffeine or alcohol and a vitamin and fish oil
Stats for day 1

Height: 5'5"
Weight: 133 lbs
Waist: 30.5"
Hips: 38.75"
Bust: 36.5"
Arm: 10.5"
Thigh: 22"
WHR: Waist(30.5) divided by Hips(38.75) = 0.787096774
Waist to Height Ratio is ideally less than .50, but most beautiful at 39.5 for women, Mine is: 46.9 bleh


The ideal waist to hip ratio size aesthetically is going to be .70, but health wise its also linked to better fertility, lack of insulin resistance and better overall health according to many Drs and experts so while I would love to get to .70, I am doubting I will~! Who knows though

Thursday, November 11, 2010

First Smiles at 4 Weeks

 Trying to caputure all his first smiles
 He was thinking hard here
 Staring at mama with love in his eyes


Closing his eyes because by this point he wore himself out smiling so much



 The infamous OOOO face
 My wuv bug
A Great time with besties up in Lake Arrowhead

Jaxxon is growing so fast. its. honestly. painful. I wish he would slow down. He is an amazing, beautiful baby. We are so incredibly blessed and I have been taking this month to count those blessings more than normal:)  I am so excited to report that Jaxxon, although a large preemie, has continued to gain really well even after the doctors tried scaring us because he left the hospital almost 1 lb below his birth weight. He left the hospital at 5.9lbs and is already well over 8 lbs at 1 month and growing everyday. Everyone is well, schedules are adjusting nicely to a new baby, the mountain air is crisp and cold and the trees are absolutely breath takingly beautiful. We have health, family, amazing friends, and a beautiful place to live. Life is good.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Just 2 Days Difference

 6 days old(Jaundice was peaking)
 Big yawns
 8 days! See the difference in his cheeks:)
My chubby lil guy! Jaundice on the mend, dropped several points!

Jaxxon is growing well and doing great. He did get a decent case of jaundice and we have had him sleeping with a billiruben blanket which obviously did the trick. Within 2 days of using it just at night, his levels dropped several points from 18.9 to 16.2 yesterday. His color is looking better and he is more alert. He is a great eater and I find it so amazing how much he has changed just in 2 days, his lil cheekers are growing by the minute:)

Friday, October 15, 2010

Just some pics of Jaxxon

Tired Daddy taking a turn with baby to snuggle

Wide awake and alert lil preemie:)

Mama and Jaxxon yesterday at 4 days old. I am feeling vibrant and great

Tanner in the hospital with his baby brother

Kayla with him

Everett taking a turn

Aw my Wyattman, such a gentle big brother

I feel so blessed and Heavenly Father has truly answered every prayer request I have thrown at him this past week, I feel so undeserving, yet so grateful.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Introducing Jaxxon Levi born at 34 weeks 3 days, Born 10-10-10

Jaxxon and Mama leaving the hospital today!

Jaxxon Levi, born 10-10-10

At birth, see all the bruising?

Well, on Saturday October 9th, 2010 at 2pm I went to the restroom. When I stood up I thought it was strange that I was still "peeing" myself. Then it hit me, omgoodness MY WATER BROKE! I called Nate who was searching a house and he immediatly left and rode code 3 all the way home to get me. We all jumped in the suburban and started driving like mad to get down the mountain to the hospital. His dad arrived just when we did and he took the kids and our car. As I was being wheeled into L and D, I felt the flood gate open and I stood up as soon as we arrived and at the moment, I think every last drop of water was gushing from my body. My jeans looked as though I went swimming. There was even water on my socks. The dr didn't want to push my body into labor since I was only 34 weeks so they put me on antibiotics and left me overnight with an irregular contracing pattern still 3 cm and 80%. By morning, my temp went up and the new on call Dr said we needed to be more aggressive in getting labor going and getting baby out. At that point, they started pitocin and the contractions began. It was the single most painful, terrible labor I have ever experienced. Baby was posterior with absolutely no water. After 4 hours of me screaming like I was 10 cm and ready to push, I was still only 3 and 80%. The dr advised that dry birth is EXTREMELY painful and that I should consider an epidural in order to relax so he could get out sooner. I got the epi and I had them make it very mild so I felt most of what was going on and could still move my legs, but it took the edge off. Within 10 minutes I was a 5, within 50 more minutes I was complete and baby was +2 with the OB at home. She drove like mad and I held my legs closed. She ran in and caught baby Jaxxon who came out screaming and pink, apgars were 8 and 9. We understood why the birth was so painful when we saw his head. He was black and blue all over from being posterior and his head was just grinding on my bones during contractions which explains the severity of pain. I have had most of my kids natural and I knew something wasn't quite right with the pain I was in. The dr was very proactive to control bleeding because I tend to be a bleeder so I had methergen, cytotech, and 3 bags of pitocin. It worked and I didn't have to experience much bleeding. Jaxxon did have to go to NICU after I held him for a bit so they could observe him simply because of his age. He stayed there overnight where I stayed about 90% of that time with him through the night, exhausted and bleeding sitting straight up. It was worth it, I didnt want him in there without me. The next morning, the neonatologist came in and released him as he was perfect, O2 sats 100%, nursing well, and holding temps in an open air crib. We then roomed in together for 2 days and were sent home today. His birth weight was 6.4 lbs, yes he was HUGE as I suspected. A 34 weeker is typically 4-5 lbs. He discharged at 5.13 this morning. We are doing great and I feel so lucky that he is so healthy for being 6 weeks early. God answered our prayers.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

9 Days

Had my second to last prenatal apt today and I have one more next Thursday before my induction the 17th. Baby is indeed measuring large, 3 weeks to be exact, so we assume he's gonna be a biggem! Dr doesn't know if I will make it as my cervix changed another CM this week and I am almost totally thinned out. Have had loss of mucous plug and lots contractions, but only time will tell. I would LOVE to meet him today, but really the induction is very early as is so he needs to stay put. We are so close and each day is such a victory as we are delivering early. Nights are sleepless(maybe 4 hrs a night tops) but I know its best if lil guy stays put just 9 short more days.

 Oh and another change, Kenna got the Jessie doll from Toy Story 3 for her birthday and has carried and played with it nonstop. Why would this matter you ask, well, I started hating the name Jesse, feeling like I would give birth to a red-headed cowgirl with a crazy grin any second. We decided on an official name change......Jaxxon Levi. I really love the name and I am glad to have changed it to something a lil more masculine and not related to a red-headed cowgirl! :)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

15 Days

I am hangin in there! The weather cooling has slowed contractions and made me much more comfortable. I am enjoying all the rain and thunderstorms so much. I've been passing time baking, cooking, cleaning, and coming up with creative things to do so time will literally fly:) I am sooooo ready to meet my lil man, but I am glad he is staying put thus far.....each day we are a little closer and he is that much more developed and ready for the outside world. I will tell you one thing in this world that would make me a million times more uncomfortable than I am at the moment and that would be leaving my baby in a NICU so I think of that as each day passes and he is inside me. I am greatful to God for allowing me to keep carrying Jesse even with all discomforts there are to be had and the fact that I am dilating and effacing early because I know he is safe and he is WITH me, his mommy who loves him more than anyone in this world ever could. I know there will still be a chance for NICU time with him being born at 35 weeks and 3 days, but I pray daily for God to hasten his development and for him to be able to come home right away. My last 2 were perfectly healthy at 35 weeks and 5 days with one receiving steroids and one not, but they were girls so I am really hoping my son is as much a fighter as his big sisters. Deep down I am at peace that he will be. I feel confident knowing he had steroids and knowing God is in control and will see his delivery through.