Monday, September 13, 2010
What can I say
36 days and it feels like a daunting year I have left. I broke my tailbone last year on thanksgiving(for the second time) and the misery in my low back and shooting down my legs is really making for a tough end of pregnancy. Sleep is hard to come by at this point between low back pain and heart
burn fire. I hate to sound whiny so I best not be blogging much lately in order to keep down my negativity! I feel so guilty even being a negative nelly as I know how much someone out there may be reading this and unable to even get pregnant thinking about what a jerk I am. I just really think each pregnancy gets a little harder to swallow. This is my 11th pregnancy, 7th hopefully live baby and I am just not feelin being pregnant at this stage of the game. I cannot wait until next month. Patience is a virtue I am wishing for more of these days as I wait and wait and wait. I don't think it helps either that we moved from our support system to this mountain where we aren't loving it so much. Its beautiful, but there are a lot of really really strange people up here and amazingly a lot of druggies. Nate has been working a lot of cases and overtime. Its definately not a good place to raise kids and we will be hitting the road in 10 months when our lease is up.