Monday, September 13, 2010

What can I say

36 days and it feels like a daunting year I have left. I broke my tailbone last year on thanksgiving(for the second time) and the misery in my low back and shooting down my legs is really making for a tough end of pregnancy. Sleep is hard to come by at this point between low back pain and heartburn fire. I hate to sound whiny so I best not be blogging much lately in order to keep down my negativity! I feel so guilty even being a negative nelly as I know how much someone out there may be reading this and unable to even get pregnant thinking about what a jerk I am. I just really think each pregnancy gets a little harder to swallow. This is my 11th pregnancy, 7th hopefully live baby and I am just not feelin being pregnant at this stage of the game. I cannot wait until next month. Patience is a virtue I am wishing for more of these days as I wait and wait and wait. I don't think it helps either that we moved from our support system to this mountain where we aren't loving it so much. Its beautiful, but there are a lot of really really strange people up here and amazingly a lot of druggies. Nate has been working a lot of cases and overtime. Its definately not a good place to raise kids and we will be hitting the road in 10 months when our lease is up.

5 comments:

Sankat said...

Totally know what you mean about pregnancy being so hard....and each one does get harder.
I hope this next month goes quickly for you. You will have an amazing reward...that is for sure.

lilpeasinmypodfromgod said...

How are you girlie? I haven't talked to you in forever. How many babies do you have now? How's homeschooling? How is life in general? Glad you stopped by and posted!

Sankat said...

I am doing well. We have 6 kids..and are done for a while. My body is worn out.
We moved to a great school district a few months ago and decided to send the kids to public school and they are doing great. Homeschooling was just not working out. I am not opposed to trying again the future though.
Life in general is great...besides my husband being cut to part time. I just applied for an online teaching job today...akk. We love our new house and everyone is well. Life is good.

NKarmstrong23 said...

Keep your head up, things will get better, I'll say a little prayer for you...

Michelle said...

I can totally relate to the not liking where you moved to thing and being away from your support system. Back in July we moved 2,000 miles away from family and it has been so hard. We pray everyday to be able to move back "home" ASAP, though we are here until, at the very earliest, late May though most likely a few years.